Honestly I wish I could have something inspiring or enlightening to say. I wish I could make the first blog post in months one to get excited about, but truth fully I am doing nothing special.

Today I had my blood test, that checks that my cancer markers are low. It’s a brutal, painful wait.

I wonder if it will ever get easier. It hasn’t yet.

I’ve not written anything in a long while and that is just because when I feel low I don’t find writing as easy.

Everything crossed for my results tomorrow please.