cancer
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This week has been busy, and it’s not even over yet. One of the things I had to do, was go to London for a hospital appointment… are we surprised? Since I stopped the chemo in July, the functioning of my remaining  adrenal gland needs to be tested. Mitotane, the chemo I was on,…
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The theme for this world cancer day is united by unique. Adrenal cancer is so unique that it’s not even given a mention in cancer circles. It’s rare 1 in a million people worldwide will be diagnosed annually. I have no interest in being unique, I just want to exist. I have seen people posting…
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It is a week ago today that I called off the match with little pup. I feel confident within myself that it was the right decision, but it is still a painfully hard one. I had to think with my heart and not with my head. I feel as though I am grieving a future…
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Another new year is upon us… 2025! Its also exactly a year ago since I wrote last years new year post. My plan way back in January 2024 was to reflect on the goals I had set myself to see how many I had achieved. 2024 didn’t go the way I had ever imagined but…
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So it’s (just over) halfway through the year. It’s been quite a long couple of days, with a trip up to London for a scan, and back again. in fact as I write this i am waiting for my scan and I am radioactive ☢️ Being blind as usual added a little extra complication to…
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Something I used to love and honestly did at least a couple of times a year before I got diagnosed was to o to concerts. I love everything about them, the atmosphere you get at a gig is unmatched. I was lucky enough to go to a gig last week, I saw Girls Aloud. A…
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So now I am six months through chemo, a quarter of the way, it has been hard but I have got here somehow. Before I started taking Mitotane I met with a doctor and nurse to discuss taking it, and so if I chose to do so I could give my consent. My only experience…
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So I made it! I talked in a recent blog post about there being an event that I wanted to attend, and that I was worried I wouldn’t be able to make it if I wasn’t feeling well, and I made it! So let me tell you about last weekend. I finally got to meet…
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I missed a Russell Howard gig last month, because I was just to unwell. I had been looking forward to it for a while, and worst of all it was something that my partner in particular had been looking forward to, he is one of her favourites. I wrote a post a while ago talking…
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It would be fair to say that since October, when I was diagnosed, I haven’t been particularly happy. Things have been hard and I haven’t really had a moment where I just relax and forget about everything that has been going on. Its not through lack of trying either, but things are just hard, cancer,…